4.30.2009

what the hell is wrong with me? what's missing? i have a job. i have an apartment. i have friends. but i feel like there's something wrong. i don't know what it is. it's empty. not from hunger. but it doesn't feel like a lack of fulfillment. it is it anxiety? is it fear? i don't know. and it bothers me. i want to fix the problem. i want to know that i'm okay. and i don't. 

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  1. Maybe you are missing a significant other in your life? You seem to have a job, roof over your head, friends, a mother whom you adore, maybe you are now settled in your life and settled enough that you can now entertain the thought of sharing it with someone?

    You can share so much with your friends and family, but sharing your innermost feelings, desires etc, with your significant other is another ballgame.

    Because you feel something is lacking doesn't necessarily mean there's a problem, just means you need to draw closer to yourself and ask yourself some heartfelt questions and there...you will find the answers...

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